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DEAR GOD

by Marla Courtney Wood
Date: Tue, 30 Mar 1999

Chloe Taylor Wood (9/22/98-12/26/98)
Cameron James Wood (9/22/98-11/26/98)

DEAR GOD,

WHEN I COME TO HEAVEN AND CROSS UPON YOUR GATE, I WILL BE LOOKING FOR YOU.

WHEN I SEE YOU THE FIRST THING I WILL DO IS PUNCH YOU IN THE NOSE.

THEN I WILL FALL AT YOUR FEET AND ASK YOUR FORGIVENESS.

AND ASK YOU WHY? WHY ME? WHAT KIND OF A SICK CRUEL JOKE ARE YOU PLAYING?

I WANT YOU TO GIVE ME ALL THE ANSWERS TO ALL THE QUESTIONS THAT MAKE LIFE SO HARD.

I WILL ASK YOU TO TAKE ME TO MY BABIES AND PLACE THEM IN MY WAITING ARMS.

I WILL NOT BE MAD AT YOU ANYMORE WHEN I SEE THEIR BEAUTIFUL FACES.

GOD, I AM WONDERING. WHO HAS BEEN TAKING CARE OF THEM? WHAT DO THEY LOOK LIKE? WILL I KNOW THEM WHEN I SEE THEM?

WILL YOU EASE MY PAIN AND SUFFERING, MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY? I DESERVE THAT MUCH.

ONE MORE THING GOD. WILL YOU PROTECT LOGAN? WILL YOU LET HIM STAY WITH ME? WILL YOU PLEASE LET ME DIE FIRST? I HAVE PAID MY DUES TWOFOLD AND I BELIEVE I HAVE A CREDIT!

PLEASE GOD. I NEED TO KNOW YOU'RE THERE. ARE YOU THERE?

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